
12/26/22
we're taking the rest of the week off - happy holidays!

We'll be back next week with more tips and advice.
In the meantime, please check out our earlier posts for support and information.
Happy Holidays to all!
Laurie and Ruth
12/22/22
how you and your pets can help each other

How can you and your pet(s) help each other through the mourning process?
It’s important to recognize that pets also feel grief and express it in their own ways.
To better understand how animals mourn, read our post, Is Your Pet Also Grieving?
There’s also an informative post on Psychology Today’s blog by Marc Bekoff that looks at scientific data about animals and grief.
Declaring “Grief in animals: It's arrogant to think we're the only animals who mourn”, the author goes on to say, “There is no doubt that many animals experience rich and deep emotions. It's not a matter of if emotions have evolved in animals but why they have evolved as they have. We must never forget that our emotions are the gifts of our ancestors, our animal kin. We have feelings and so do other animals.
Among the different emotions that animals display clearly and unambiguously is grief. Many animals display profound grief at the loss or absence of a close friend or loved one.” (Read More)
Our pets can also provide invaluable emotional support for us in our bereavement. For more about this, read our post Pets As Support, where we discuss the various studies that reveal the ways animals are able to show empathy and affection to bereaved owners.
We’d appreciate hearing about your own experiences with your pets.
12/19/22
widowed is not the same as being divorced

Ever had a divorced person say to you, “I know just how you feel. When my marriage broke up, it felt just like a death had happened.”?
Although usually well-meaning, these sorts of remarks can really tick you off!
Although usually well-meaning, these sorts of remarks can really tick you off!
The assumption that surviving divorce and death present similar traumas is certainly understandable. The “death” of a marriage can bring about intense emotional pain and grief. Indeed, a mourning process usually occurs in many divorces in which each partner grieves for a multitude of losses, from emotional to financial.
However, what some people have trouble understanding is the fact that while divorce, however painful, is basically a choice, death is not.
In a divorce situation, you may wish your ex-spouse was no longer around, but he or she is, in reality, somewhere out there. Still alive.
Death, as we say, is final.
However, what some people have trouble understanding is the fact that while divorce, however painful, is basically a choice, death is not.
In a divorce situation, you may wish your ex-spouse was no longer around, but he or she is, in reality, somewhere out there. Still alive.
Death, as we say, is final.
12/15/22
grave matters
Many widowed hesitate to take this step. Some of the reasons may include:
• ambivalent feelings about the relationship with the deceased.
• the possibility of other losses being stirred up (other loved ones may be buried nearby).
If you are feeling uncertain about visiting the cemetery, consider the following from our post Reluctant to Visit the Gravesite?:
Have you visited your late spouse/partner’s grave since the funeral?
If not, do you find you just can’t bring yourself to go? Even when family and friends offer to accompany you?
Is there guilt because this ritual is one a widowed partner is “supposed to observe”?
Actually, there are no rules about this. Although some faiths mark the end of the first year of mourning by observing a memorial for the deceased, visiting the gravesite is otherwise a very personal choice.
12/12/22
reflections: by darcie sims

With the holidays here, we thought we’d post this inspiring article by Darcie Sims from The Grief Blog.com. Although it’s about a military family, the issue is one that we all deal with at holiday times.
The Empty Chair
There’s an empty chair in our house and I am not sure what to do with it. It’s been empty a long time and although we’ve moved more than a few times since it became empty, we still haul it around with us. It’s not a particularly classic chair or even a very pretty one, and it is empty…all the time.
The Empty Chair
There’s an empty chair in our house and I am not sure what to do with it. It’s been empty a long time and although we’ve moved more than a few times since it became empty, we still haul it around with us. It’s not a particularly classic chair or even a very pretty one, and it is empty…all the time.
I never really know which room to put it in whenever we do move, but once it has found its place, I’ve noticed that it simply stays there. No one moves it, no one suggests putting it away.
No one sits in it. It’s just an empty chair.
As a military family, for many generations, we are used to having members of the family off in faraway places for long periods of time. My father would be gone for up to a year or even two. His chair was often empty at the table. My husband’s military career took him away for many months at a time, and his chair was often empty. And then, when our daughter was commissioned in the military, we knew her chair would also be empty sometimes. So empty chairs at our house are not an uncommon thing, but this chair…this chair should never have been empty.
As the holidays approach, I am always faced with the task of deciding what to do with our empty chair. Should we put it away for the season? Should we decorate it? Or should we just ignore it?
One holiday season, we did decide to put it away. Even though it was an empty chair, it left an even bigger empty space when we did move. How can that be? How can something that is empty leave a bigger empty space when it’s gone?!
We’ve tried to ignore it, but its emptiness is very loud and it is hard to miss an empty chair in a room filled with people sitting in all the other chairs. And even when we could manage to ignore it, others could not and they always commented on it. An empty chair is not invisible.
Then, one year, we decided to simply include it in our holiday decorating scheme; that was the cause of some interesting discussions. Should we put a special holiday pillow in it? What about tossing a colorful quilt or afghan over the back? Should we put something in the chair? But nothing we tried could fill the emptiness of that chair. It just sat silent like a sentinel, waiting for something…or someone.
It took us many years of living with that empty chair, day in and day out, to finally figure out what to do with it. Our empty chair is pulled up to the table and a single rose is placed on the plate, a symbol of everlasting love. The empty chair represents all of those who are not with us for this occasion, but who live within our hearts forever. It is not a sad sight because we know that empty chair represents a love we have known and shared and with that gift, our family is forever blessed.
We join hands in thanksgiving, completing the circle with the empty chair within our family circle, for even though death may have come, love never goes away.
So, if your holiday table will have an empty chair this year, remember that it is not truly an empty space. That place is still occupied by the love and joy of the one(s) who sat in it. Don’t hide that chair away. You may not wish to bring it to the table as we do, but take time this holiday season to remember the laughter, the joy, the love, the light of those who are no longer within hug’s reach, but whose love still fills us with gratitude.
Join hands around your table, however small, and say a prayer of thanksgiving…for the love you have known and still hold deep within your heart. You are rich beyond measure for having had a chair filled. Don’t let death rob you of the heart space that love keeps.
Our little empty chair…no one has sat in it for 25 years…until this season. The empty chair at our house has been filled with the tiny spirit of a new life as she found that chair to be just the “right size.”
We are a family circle, some chairs filled and others not, broken by death, but mended by love.
Darcie D. Sims, Ph.D., CGC, CHT
Reach Darcie Sims at http://www.griefinc.com/.
12/8/22
help yourself through the holidays by helping others

Is the prospect of any holiday celebrating just too much to consider this year?
If you recently lost your partner, you may be feeling very “bah, humbug!” about all the customary activities and rituals of the season.
While you may chose to modify some of your usual tasks (see our post about surviving the holidays), you might be thinking about ignoring the day completely.
Keep in mind that at some point, either on the holiday or before, the pain of your loss with catch up with you (learn more about preventing “sneak attacks”).
So in addition to grieving, what can you do if you want to skip the usual holiday activities?
This time of year, there are numerous opportunities for volunteering in your community.
If you recently lost your partner, you may be feeling very “bah, humbug!” about all the customary activities and rituals of the season.
While you may chose to modify some of your usual tasks (see our post about surviving the holidays), you might be thinking about ignoring the day completely.
Keep in mind that at some point, either on the holiday or before, the pain of your loss with catch up with you (learn more about preventing “sneak attacks”).
So in addition to grieving, what can you do if you want to skip the usual holiday activities?
This time of year, there are numerous opportunities for volunteering in your community.
Consider participating with a friend and/or your children or grandchildren.
In addition to helping you stay busy during this difficult period, you’ll gain the warm feelings that come with brightening the days for those you help.
Here are some good ideas we found on factoidz.com:
Nursing Homes
Nursing homes need all kinds of volunteers. You could help decorate for their Christmas and Thanksgiving parties. They usually have a need for gift wrappers as well, and for volunteers to help the elderly make arts and crafts Christmas gifts. Volunteering for the elderly can be a year round project.
In addition to helping you stay busy during this difficult period, you’ll gain the warm feelings that come with brightening the days for those you help.
Here are some good ideas we found on factoidz.com:
Nursing Homes
Nursing homes need all kinds of volunteers. You could help decorate for their Christmas and Thanksgiving parties. They usually have a need for gift wrappers as well, and for volunteers to help the elderly make arts and crafts Christmas gifts. Volunteering for the elderly can be a year round project.
Women’s Shelters
These shelters would love to have help decorating trees, babysitting, and maybe even transporting women to do their holiday shopping. Also consider doing things like answering phones and data entry.
These shelters would love to have help decorating trees, babysitting, and maybe even transporting women to do their holiday shopping. Also consider doing things like answering phones and data entry.
Homeless Shelters
There is always a need for help in these shelters, and these days our shelters are overflowing with people who need your services. Go there to help with fundraising, food preparation, clothing drives; the list is endless.
There is always a need for help in these shelters, and these days our shelters are overflowing with people who need your services. Go there to help with fundraising, food preparation, clothing drives; the list is endless.
Food Kitchens
Thanksgiving is a great time to help prepare and serve a hot meal to the needy. Shelters are listed in the phone book and on the Internet.
Thanksgiving is a great time to help prepare and serve a hot meal to the needy. Shelters are listed in the phone book and on the Internet.
Children’s Shelters
Help the kids get the toys they want for Christmas. Call your local childrens’ shelter and find out what toys they need and drop them off. Remember Toys for Tots, it’s sponsored by the United States Marine Corps, and all you have to do is buy a toy and drop it off at one of many selected drop off points.
Help the kids get the toys they want for Christmas. Call your local childrens’ shelter and find out what toys they need and drop them off. Remember Toys for Tots, it’s sponsored by the United States Marine Corps, and all you have to do is buy a toy and drop it off at one of many selected drop off points.
Your local place of worship
Ask your religious advisor what you can do to help those in your community, maybe even those at your place of worship need help. This type of volunteering is one of the easiest ways to help our neighbors.
Ask your religious advisor what you can do to help those in your community, maybe even those at your place of worship need help. This type of volunteering is one of the easiest ways to help our neighbors.
Online Volunteering
Contribute your skills to organizations all around the world, and help them grow. You can make a difference through your translation skills, research, writing and editing….the possibilities are almost endless.
Contribute your skills to organizations all around the world, and help them grow. You can make a difference through your translation skills, research, writing and editing….the possibilities are almost endless.
Any other suggestions for holiday volunteering?
Please let us know.
Please let us know.
12/5/22
holiday greetings dilemmas

Here's useful tips on handling an uncomfortable holiday dilemma.
1) Those Who Don't Know About Your Loss
You may receive some holiday greetings that still include your spouse/partner in the address (learn more about the whole issue of being caught off guard by people who don’t know about the loss in our earlier post, Encounters of the Awkward Kind; When Others Haven't Heard About Your Loss).
If there are some friends or business associates who haven’t yet heard about your spouse/partner’s death, you may be wondering about notifying them during the holidays.
It’s okay to do what feels most comfortable. While some people prefer to wait until the stress of the holidays is over, others choose to include a separate notification along with their customary holiday cards or messages.
Not sure how to break the news?
In the notification itself, you can give a brief description about what happened.
Then add a short update about how you and the family are coping.
2) To Send or Not to Send Holiday Greetings
If you usually send out seasonal cards or messages, you may feel uncertain about doing so this year. For many, this annual ritual is an important part of the holidays, and some may even feel guilty about not sending cards.
It's important to keep in mind however, that under the circumstances it's okay to skip this or any other holiday ritual you don't feel up to because you're mourning.
Others will understand.
12/1/22
fa la la la lost my partner

This time of year it’s all around us: holiday music.
From television to our electronic devices we’re bombarded by holiday tunes and jingles.
If you’ve recently lost your partner, these seasonal tunes can stir up happy memories as well as tears of remembrance.
Because it’s everywhere, holiday music and the bittersweet recollections that bring on tears are hard to avoid.
Rather than fighting it, we suggest you try to “go with the flow” and, in the privacy of your own home, allow a few tears.
By giving yourself permission to grieve, it will be easier to get on with some of the pleasures of the holiday season.
From television to our electronic devices we’re bombarded by holiday tunes and jingles.
If you’ve recently lost your partner, these seasonal tunes can stir up happy memories as well as tears of remembrance.
Because it’s everywhere, holiday music and the bittersweet recollections that bring on tears are hard to avoid.
Rather than fighting it, we suggest you try to “go with the flow” and, in the privacy of your own home, allow a few tears.
By giving yourself permission to grieve, it will be easier to get on with some of the pleasures of the holiday season.
11/28/22
5 things you don't have to worry about while grieving

With all the changes and stress you have to cope with because your spouse/partner has died, we thought it might help relieve some pressure to know what does not require your immediate attention.
1) Responding to sympathy cards and/or other forms of condolence.
1) Responding to sympathy cards and/or other forms of condolence.
2) Staying on a diet (unless your health is at great risk), or any other non-critical lifestyle change.
3) Taking care of others feelings about the loss (except immediate family).
4) Keeping any social obligations.
5) Making major decisions about your home, finances, etc.
Remember that you’re going through a major loss and others don’t expect you to function the way you normally do.
So be realistic about your expectations for yourself and trust that others will understand.
Be kind to yourself.
Remember that you’re going through a major loss and others don’t expect you to function the way you normally do.
So be realistic about your expectations for yourself and trust that others will understand.
Be kind to yourself.
11/24/22
widowhood way back when: how pilgrims progressed though loss
If you’re looking ahead to a Thanksgiving dinner that will probably be hindered by a bad case of heartburn or having to cope with troublesome relatives, consider what the original Pilgrims had to cope with.
Especially the widowed survivors.
The authors go on to say, “Conditions on the Atlantic Ocean crossing were poor, at best. What little fresh food the Pilgrims brought with them was quickly consumed. There was no personal space to be had; passengers slept in hammocks, since there were no cabins for passengers.
The occupants of the ship were miserable. To make matters worse, two passengers died en route to America. They were buried at sea in an effort to stem the spread of disease. Family members did not have an exact burial site to visit and there was no time for the traditional observations of grief."
Describing Pilgrim burials, the authors go on to say, “When Pilgrims died, headstones were not erected at the burial site. No artisans skilled in carving stone had come over with the first group of settlers. In addition, there was no stone available in the area where the Pilgrims settled from which to fashion a monument to the dead. Their first priority was to concentrate on the tasks necessary for survival; even if the stone carvers had come on the trip, there wasn't any time to carve headstones.
A family wanting to erect a headstone in memory of a loved one would have to go to the expense of having one brought over from England.”
Redmond and Adomaitis go on describe burial rituals: “In the early years after the arrival of the Pilgrims in North America, funerals were a very simple matter. No funeral ceremony was conducted and no special sermon was given. The grieving family did not wear mourning clothes for a certain time after the death.
So enjoy the meal and be grateful that as difficult as some relatives can be, at least you aren’t stuck with them for all eternity.
11/21/22
thanks for asking, but...

Here are some suggestions for handling this common dilemma for anyone who is bereaved:
* After thanking your friends for their interest, remind them that because of your loss, every day has it’s ups and downs.
* Ask your friends if it’s okay to notify them a day or so ahead of the occasion, so you don’t feel pressured and have a better idea of what you’re up for.
Keep in mind that most people are very understanding.
We’d love to hear your thoughts and experiences about these situations.
11/17/22
best ways to get through the holidays; part 2

In our last post, we suggested the best ways to cope with the upcoming holiday season.
Here are more proven strategies:
1) Contact the host or hostess before the get-together and let them know that you aren’t feeling like your usual self and may need to leave early.
2) Give yourself the first 30 minutes after you arrive to adjust to a gathering where your spouse is no longer with you.
3) Take your own car or alert a friend who is driving that you may want to leave early.
4) If you start to feel overwhelmed, you can retreat to the bathroom or take a short walk for some private time.
5) If you choose to avoid the usual gatherings, consider volunteering to serve meals at shelters, visiting shut-ins, or spending the day at a movie or health spa.
Remember: You will get through this time. We’ve found that the anticipation is usually much worse than the actual events. Be sure to plan ahead and do only what is most comfortable for you.
Here are more proven strategies:
1) Contact the host or hostess before the get-together and let them know that you aren’t feeling like your usual self and may need to leave early.
2) Give yourself the first 30 minutes after you arrive to adjust to a gathering where your spouse is no longer with you.
3) Take your own car or alert a friend who is driving that you may want to leave early.
4) If you start to feel overwhelmed, you can retreat to the bathroom or take a short walk for some private time.
5) If you choose to avoid the usual gatherings, consider volunteering to serve meals at shelters, visiting shut-ins, or spending the day at a movie or health spa.
Remember: You will get through this time. We’ve found that the anticipation is usually much worse than the actual events. Be sure to plan ahead and do only what is most comfortable for you.
11/14/22
best ways to get through the holidays; part 1

Dreading the upcoming holidays?
If you’ve recently lost your spouse, the coming festivities can feel as unwelcome as Marley’s Ghost.
Here are some tried and true strategies for facing the holiday season:
1) Think ahead and try to anticipate how you’ll feel on each holiday.
2) Even if you don’t join in the festivities, don’t remain alone all day. Spend some time with a friend.
3) Considering your loss, don’t expect yourself to be as upbeat as usual. Expect some sadness as you take part in the festivities.
4) To lessen the chance of emotional sneak attacks, make some time to grieve, either on the holiday or just before it.
5) If you do choose to join in holiday activities, make some changes as to how much you do or become involved in.
Look for more tips in our next post.
1) Think ahead and try to anticipate how you’ll feel on each holiday.
2) Even if you don’t join in the festivities, don’t remain alone all day. Spend some time with a friend.
3) Considering your loss, don’t expect yourself to be as upbeat as usual. Expect some sadness as you take part in the festivities.
4) To lessen the chance of emotional sneak attacks, make some time to grieve, either on the holiday or just before it.
5) If you do choose to join in holiday activities, make some changes as to how much you do or become involved in.
Look for more tips in our next post.
11/10/22
widowhood way back when: revolutionary war veteran's benefits
If you were the widow of a revolutionary war veteran, you had better stick around a long, long time if you hoped to collect on your husband’s government pension.
According to the site lineages.com, we discovered the following about those early benefits:
July 24, 1836: Widows were authorized the pension that would have been available to their veteran husbands when they were living, so long as they had married before he left service.
July 7, 1838: Widows who had married Revolutionary War veterans prior to January 1, 1794 were authorized a five-year pension.
July 29, 1848: Widows were authorized a pension for life if they could prove they had married the veteran prior to January 2, 1800.
February 3, 1853: All widows of Revolutionary War veterans, regardless of their date of marriage, were made eligible for a pension.
March 9, 1878: The final Revolutionary War pension act authorized pensions for widows of veterans who had served at least fourteen days or had participated in any engagement.
Imagine being one of the widows who was finally able to collect benefits almost 100 years after the Revolutionary War!
Gives new meaning to the term "May-December Romance", doesn't it?
11/7/22
grieving for a self-destructive partner; part 2
In Part 2 of this excerpt from Lost My Partner - What'll I Do? Revised and Expanded Edition, we provide some ways to cope with the often conflicting emotions that can arise when your late partner has died due to his or her decisions.
It's important to keep in mind that your partner
exercised a choice and ultimately
was the only one to have the power to act on that choice.
Because it’s common for family
members to blame the surviving partner for either contributing to or not
preventing the death, it’s helpful to talk through your reactions with
supportive people outside your family.
Due to some of the above issues,
your mourning experience may be more complicated. Try to trust your own
instincts about what is right for you and seek supportive counseling to help
sort through possibly conflicting and confusing feelings about your loss.
11/3/22
grieving for a self-destructive partner; part 1

“No matter how many times the
doctor warned him, and I begged, threatened, and tried to help, he still
ignored us.”
If your partner’s death occurred as
an apparent result of not following medical advice and/or complying with
treatment or by substance abuse, it can seem that he/she chose to die. While
the term “suicide” is generally applied to a sudden act that results in death,
these situations can seem like a form of slow suicide.
After what may have been years of
frustration as you tried your best to control your partner’s self-destructive
behavior, he/she died anyway. As a consequence, you may see yourself as not
having been valuable or powerful enough to stop your partner’s downward spiral.
You may also feel “relieved” that a
painful and oppressive relationship has ended, but guilty about expressing
this, especially around family and friends, who may see your reactions as
“disloyal” towards your late partner.
In Part 2, we'll offer tips on how to cope with these concerns.
10/31/22
widowhood way back when: being a widow in salem

In honor of Halloween, we look back at the challenges of being widowed during the 1690’s witch trials in Salem, MA.
According to an excerpt from a paper by Mark Price about accused witch Margaret Scott:
“Another factor about Margaret Scott's character that made her vulnerable to accusations was her status as a widow for twenty-one years. Being a widow did not in itself expose a woman to suspicion.
According to an excerpt from a paper by Mark Price about accused witch Margaret Scott:
“Another factor about Margaret Scott's character that made her vulnerable to accusations was her status as a widow for twenty-one years. Being a widow did not in itself expose a woman to suspicion.
However, Scott suffered from the economic and social effects of being a widow for a prolonged period. The most dangerous aspect of being a widow was the lack of a husband for legal support and influence.
Also, Scott, 56 at the time of her husband's death, was forced to live off her husband's small estate for twenty-one years. Often widows who were over fifty and not wealthy, were unable to find a new spouse and thus were reduced to poverty and begging. By begging, Margaret would expose herself to witchcraft suspicions according to what historian Robin Briggs calls the 'refusal guilt syndrome'. This phenomenon occurred when a beggar's needs were refused causing feelings of guilt and aggression on the refuser's part. The refuser projected this aggression on the beggar and grew suspicious of her.”
Broomsticks, anyone?
Happy Halloween!
10/27/22
beware the ghouls and goblins that prey on the widowed: part 2

In Part 1, we gave tips on how to identify and protect yourself from the ghouls and goblins, (AKA well-meaning friends and family) that prey on the vulnerability of the newly widowed.
Here are two more creatures you should be aware of.
3) Demolition Demons
Here are two more creatures you should be aware of.
3) Demolition Demons
Spot them: These creatures love to pressure you with sincere but unwelcome advice aimed at dismantling reminders of your former life. Under the guise of “it’s for your own good”, they urge you to give away your spouse’s belongings, sell your car, home, or other valuables, move to another city, or make other important changes…quickly.
Ward them off by: Keeping in mind that making hasty decisions while you’re grieving usually results in later regrets. Tell DD’s,“ I need more time before I make any important decisions. I’ll consider taking these steps when I’m in a better frame of mind.” If this doesn’t stop them, a simple, “Not now!” may work.
4) Creepy Crawlers
Spot them: Often a family friend or neighbor, these predators exploit your trust at a time when you’re most vulnerable. When these creeps offer a sympathetic “shoulder to cry on”, that’s not the only part of their bodies they want to share with you.4) Creepy Crawlers
The grieving process can be scary enough without these creatures. With a little caution and some assertiveness, you can send them scurrying back into the darkness.
10/24/22
beware the ghouls and goblins that prey on the widowed! part 1
In honor of Halloween, we're reprinting these hair-raising posts.
Part 1
In the days and weeks following your spouse’s death, shock and exhaustion can leave you vulnerable to certain people who are difficult to avoid.
Usually disguised as well-meaning family and friends, these creatures often unknowingly say or do upsetting things.
Here are some tips for identifying them and protecting yourself:
1. Platitude Ghouls
Spot them: Though well-intentioned, these creatures don’t think before spewing out insensitive remarks such as, “It’s all for the best”, “Aren’t you over it yet?”, “Don’t worry – you’ll find someone else” or “ I went through exactly the same thing during my divorce.”
Ward them off by: Changing the subject.
2. Gruesome Grabbers
Spot them: Usually adult children/step-children, cousins, or other relatives, these creatures swoop in while you’re still off-balance and start nosing around for “remembrances” of your late spouse. Can often be found burrowing through closets and drawers while you’re in another part of the house.
Ward them off by: Telling them, “I’m just not ready to deal with this yet. I’ll let you know when I’m up to it.” Then be sure to keep an eye on them.
There’s more in Part 2.
10/20/22
understanding your child's reactions; part 2

In the first part of three excerpts from Lost My Partner – What’ll I Do? Revised and Expanded Edition, we talked about how children and teens demonstrate their grief differently than adults do.
Keep in mind that like you, children and teens mourn in their own unique ways. Some of the feelings he/or she may be experiencing but are unable to put into words include:
1) Fear of abandonment (“Who’s going to take care of me now that Mommy’s not here?”)
2) Guilt and/or remorse (“It’s my fault Dad’s dead. We had a really horrible fight the night before and he got so stressed it killed him.”)
3) Anger (“Why me? Why did I have to be the one to lose my mom? All of my friends still have their moms!”)
4) Anxiety (“I’m scared in my room, Mommy. Can’t I sleep in your bed?”)
5) Depression (“I don’t feel like playing with anybody. I’m too sad.”)
6) Longing for the deceased parent. This reflects the unreal aspect of death for children (“Who just called on the phone? I’ll bet it was Mommy calling to tell us she’s coming back!”)
7) A sense of feeling “crazy” (“Sometimes I feel like I’m gonna just freak out and start screaming at the whole world.”)
8) A sense of shame (“I’m different now and not like the other kids.”)
9) Feelings of helplessness (“Now that Dad’s gone, how will I ever learn to drive?”)
In Part 3, we’ll look at how loss has impacted your child’s world and the best ways to be supportive.
In Part 3, we’ll look at how loss has impacted your child’s world and the best ways to be supportive.
10/17/22
understanding your child's reactions; part 1

Excerpted from Lost My Partner – What’ll I Do? Revised and Expanded Edition (McCormick Press, 2008), this is the first in a three part series on understanding your child’s reactions to your spouse/partner’s death.
“As far as I can tell, my daughter’s handling things pretty well since her father died. Apart from some tears and a few questions, she seems to be her usual happy-go-lucky self. I have noticed she’s wetting the bed again, though, but don’t all kids do that sort of thing sometimes? Anyway, with everything else going on, I’m just too overwhelmed to pay much attention to that sort of thing right now.”
“My son spends most of his time holed up alone in his room with earphones on while he sits glued to his computer. I’ve tried a few times to talk to him about the loss, but he just ignores me. I’m ready to give up.”
Children and teenagers don’t necessarily express grief in the same ways adults do. They may act as if nothing has happened and yet be deeply affected. While you’re caught up in the pain and upheaval of your own grief, it may be harder to understand or have patience for your child’s reactions.
For you, the mourning process is at first very intense with the loss being felt almost constantly. For your child or teen, mourning tends to come and go. This can create the impression that your child is either over the loss quickly or perhaps feels it less strongly than you do.
“My son spends most of his time holed up alone in his room with earphones on while he sits glued to his computer. I’ve tried a few times to talk to him about the loss, but he just ignores me. I’m ready to give up.”
Children and teenagers don’t necessarily express grief in the same ways adults do. They may act as if nothing has happened and yet be deeply affected. While you’re caught up in the pain and upheaval of your own grief, it may be harder to understand or have patience for your child’s reactions.
For you, the mourning process is at first very intense with the loss being felt almost constantly. For your child or teen, mourning tends to come and go. This can create the impression that your child is either over the loss quickly or perhaps feels it less strongly than you do.
That isn’t true.
Remember that while adults can tell others what they’re feeling, children and teens usually chow their reactions in their behavior. Any changes or different behavior may be his or her way of expressing feelings of loss.
In Part 2, we look at some of the common reactions that your child or teen may be experiencing but is unable to put into words.
In Part 2, we look at some of the common reactions that your child or teen may be experiencing but is unable to put into words.
10/13/22
condolences from the clueless

Unfortunately, it’s an all too familiar situation when your spouse/partner has died and a relative, friend or acquaintance appears, phones or emails you.
In their well-meaning way, this person offers what they consider to be heartfelt and comforting words of condolence.
Unfortunately, these remarks come across to you as being incredibly insensitive, presumptuous or just plain clueless.
Here are some classics from our collection:
“It’s all for the best.”
“Well, at least he/she lived a good/long life.”
“I know exactly how you feel.”
“He/she wouldn’t want you to be sad. You have to try and be strong for him/her/the children/your in-laws/the family dog.”
“ Aren’t you over it yet?”
“Don’t worry – you’ll find someone else.”
“I went through the same thing during my divorce.”
Any of these sound familiar? For more a more extensive list of clueless condolences, check out WidowNet.org. It's a site with other helpful information for widowed men and women.
Got more remarks that have left you seething? Just click onto “Comments” and let’s hear ‘em!
Here are some classics from our collection:
“It’s all for the best.”
“Well, at least he/she lived a good/long life.”
“I know exactly how you feel.”
“He/she wouldn’t want you to be sad. You have to try and be strong for him/her/the children/your in-laws/the family dog.”
“ Aren’t you over it yet?”
“Don’t worry – you’ll find someone else.”
“I went through the same thing during my divorce.”
Any of these sound familiar? For more a more extensive list of clueless condolences, check out WidowNet.org. It's a site with other helpful information for widowed men and women.
Got more remarks that have left you seething? Just click onto “Comments” and let’s hear ‘em!
10/10/22
widowhood way back when: what inspired the widowed columbus

In honor of Columbus Day, here’s some interesting information about Christopher Columbus’s personal life we found on answers.com.
After several local voyages, Columbus found himself in Portugal, “…where he married Felipa Perestrelo e Monis, daughter of Bartolomeu Perestrelo, deceased proprietor of the island of Porto Santo.
The couple lived first in Lisbon, where Perestrelo's widow (aka Columbus’s mother-in-law), showed documents her husband had written or collected regarding possible western lands in the Atlantic, and these probably started Columbus thinking of a voyage of investigation.
Later they moved to Porto Santo, where his wife died soon after the birth of Diego, the discoverer's only legitimate child.
After his wife's death, Columbus turned wholly to discovery plans and theories, among them the hope to discover a westward route to Asia.”
The post goes on to say that while waiting in Spain for royal permission to discover the New World, “…the widowed Columbus had an affair with young Beatriz Enriquez de Harana of Cordova, who in 1488 bore his other son, Ferdinand, out of wedlock. He never married her, though he provided for her in his will and legitimatized the boy, as Castilian law permitted.”
Widowed or not – never underestimate the influence of in-laws!
10/6/22
how past losses can kick in now; part 2

In our previous post, we looked at some of ways that old losses can complicate how you mourn the death of your spouse/partner.
To become more aware of the confusing, hidden influence of past losses, ask yourself the following:
1) What other significant losses have I experienced in my life? Your relationship to that loved one is what counts here. Not whether you were “related” or not.
To become more aware of the confusing, hidden influence of past losses, ask yourself the following:
1) What other significant losses have I experienced in my life? Your relationship to that loved one is what counts here. Not whether you were “related” or not.
2) How did my family react to major losses? Were we able to talk about what had happened and express feelings of loss or was the whole thing “hushed up”?
3) Do I want to mourn in a way that’s different from what I learned in my family?
4) Have I truly allowed myself sufficient time to mourn past losses? If not, is there some emotional “unfinished business” I still need to address when I’m feeling up to it?
5) Are there aspects of my current loss that stir up similar reactions to my prior loss/es?
By considering how past losses influence your current mourning, you may be able to better understand and defuse some of the distress you’re currently experiencing.
Keep in mind that the more you do the “work” of mourning, the more quickly you’ll truly be able to move forward.
By considering how past losses influence your current mourning, you may be able to better understand and defuse some of the distress you’re currently experiencing.
Keep in mind that the more you do the “work” of mourning, the more quickly you’ll truly be able to move forward.
And don’t forget that every tear counts.
10/3/22
how past losses can kick in now; part 1

As you struggle through the recent death of your spouse/partner, there may be other losses hovering in the background, influencing your current mourning process. Former losses can include the death of a parent/s or anyone else significant in your life.
So what? you may ask. That loss is over and done with. Why should I think about it now?
Because those past losses can now affect you in the following ways:
- The length of time it takes you to mourn his or her death.
So what? you may ask. That loss is over and done with. Why should I think about it now?
Because those past losses can now affect you in the following ways:
- The length of time it takes you to mourn his or her death.
- Your experience of puzzling or frightening reactions that don’t seem connected to your current loss.
- How complicated the mourning process for your partner becomes.
Why does this happen?
Previous deaths shape and influence how you now mourn because:
1) The ways you’ve observed family members mourn a past death has given you (rightly or wrongly), a blueprint of how to grieve. Was it important in your family and/or culture to appear “strong” and unemotional?
Why does this happen?
Previous deaths shape and influence how you now mourn because:
1) The ways you’ve observed family members mourn a past death has given you (rightly or wrongly), a blueprint of how to grieve. Was it important in your family and/or culture to appear “strong” and unemotional?
2) How did you yourself mourn those earlier losses? Was your grieving process cut short by circumstances or your own attempts to “get over it” too quickly?
3) If a prior death occurred recently, you may feel too overwhelmed by the additional trauma of your current loss to adequately mourn either death.
By becoming aware of these hidden issues, you'll gain more confidence over some of the puzzling reactions that may be complicating your ability to mourn for your partner.
By becoming aware of these hidden issues, you'll gain more confidence over some of the puzzling reactions that may be complicating your ability to mourn for your partner.
In our next post, we’ll look at some important questions you should ask yourself to better understand the impact of past losses on the here and now.
9/29/22
lost my partner to suicide; part 3: more tips for lifting the burden off yourself

In Part 2 of these excerpts from Lost My Partner – What’ll I Do?, we suggested ways you could relieve yourself of some of the guilt you and your family may struggle with as a result of your partner’s suicide.
Here are additional important points to consider:
1) Children tend to blame themselves when a parent dies, even though they may not express it openly or be aware of it themselves. Recognizing this can be difficult, because, unlike most adults, children show they’re upset by their behavior, rather than by talking. A child may especially prone to self-blame, in the case of suicide. Children need to be given simple, truthful explanations of what has happened. It’s best to tell them how it happened, or they will fantasize about all sorts of frightening possibilities. Consider having your child/children work with a mental health professional to deal with this trauma.
2) Because it’s common for family members to blame the surviving spouse for either causing or not preventing the suicide, it’s helpful to talk about your feelings with supportive people outside your family. Join a specialized support group, if there is one available. The American Association of Suicidology (suicidology.org), provides information to survivors about support groups, books and specialists. Also check out Survivors of Suicide Loss (soslsd.org) for support options.
3) Despite the feelings of shame it may bring, it’s best to be truthful with yourself and others about how your spouse/partner died. Creating a face-saving “cover-up” will only complicate and further delay working through your mourning process.
4) As clergy, in general, have become more aware of and influenced by the field of psychology and suicidology, they’ve developed more sensitivity to the issue of suicide. If you’re otherwise comfortable talking with your religious advisor, you can turn to them despite an “official” doctrine about suicide.
5) Write your feelings in a journal or as a letter to your spouse.
IMPORTANT REMINDER: If you or someone you know is seriously thinking about taking his/her own life, tell someone immediately! Call the Operator to reach your local suicide hotline and/or go to suicidepreventionlifeline.org to talk to a trained telephone counselor 24/7.
IMPORTANT REMINDER: If you or someone you know is seriously thinking about taking his/her own life, tell someone immediately! Call the Operator to reach your local suicide hotline and/or go to suicidepreventionlifeline.org to talk to a trained telephone counselor 24/7.
9/26/22
lost my partner to suicide; part 2: lifting some of the burden off yourself

In part 1 of these excerpts from Lost My Partner – What’ll I Do? we discussed many of the common reactions you, as a survivor, may have experienced due to your late partner’s suicide.
Here are ways to relieve yourself and your family of some guilt:
1) Your spouse/partner exercised a choice and ultimately was the only one to have the power to act on that choice. If there was anger at you or anyone else, there were more effective ways he/she could have chosen to communicate feelings.
Here are ways to relieve yourself and your family of some guilt:
1) Your spouse/partner exercised a choice and ultimately was the only one to have the power to act on that choice. If there was anger at you or anyone else, there were more effective ways he/she could have chosen to communicate feelings.
2) You are not to blame for something as complex as another person’s act of suicide. A multitude of factors, such as personality, self-esteem, family history, and the ability to deal with life’s stresses all contributed to your partner’s behavior.
3) You may be turning the anger you feel about your spouse/partner’s abandonment inward onto yourself. This can take the form of guilt and self-blame at being helpless to stop a suicide. It is not disloyal to be angry at people we love when their actions cause us pain.
4) A suicide note reflects only what your spouse/partner happened to be feeling at the time it was written. Try not to view it as a generalization about your entire past relationship.
Look for more tips in Part 3.
9/22/22
lost my partner to suicide; part 1

(Excerpted from our book, Lost My Partner – What’ll I Do?)
Part 1
You as the Survivor
“She seemed okay. Why didn’t she tell me she was feeling so depressed?”
“He often said life wasn’t worthwhile, but I didn’t think he’d ever kill himself.”
The aftermath of suicide can be especially difficult to cope with because it can leave you, as a survivor, feeling:
- Confused, guilty and self-blaming about why this act was committed or that you may have been responsible.
Part 1
You as the Survivor
“She seemed okay. Why didn’t she tell me she was feeling so depressed?”
“He often said life wasn’t worthwhile, but I didn’t think he’d ever kill himself.”
The aftermath of suicide can be especially difficult to cope with because it can leave you, as a survivor, feeling:
- Confused, guilty and self-blaming about why this act was committed or that you may have been responsible.
- Believing that you weren’t valuable and/or powerful enough to prevent someone choosing to die.
- Shamed by the attitudes and questions of family, friends and the police.
- Concerned about your clergyperson’s reaction, as some religions regard suicide as a sin.
- Worried about what to tell your child/children about the circumstances.
Expect your mourning process to take somewhat longer, because of the added burden of all of the above.
In Parts 2 and 3, we’ll offer ways to cope with all of the above.
9/19/22
surviving space-outs; part 2

In our previous post, we looked at the frustrating, but normal symptoms of forgetfulness and disorientation that follow experiencing the death of a spouse/partner.
Here are 7 useful tips for dealing with these symptoms:
1) Give yourself permission to not be your usual self for the time being.
Here are 7 useful tips for dealing with these symptoms:
1) Give yourself permission to not be your usual self for the time being.
2) If you find you’ve lost track of something, stop, take three deep breaths and mentally (or physically) retrace your steps.
3) Write down or note on your smartphone anything you need to remember, especially appointments, as soon as possible.
4) Set up various “information centers” in highly visible places, such as your computer or the refrigerator, where you can place reminders to yourself.
5) Put reminders or important information on color-coded sticky notes that you leave on your information centers. Remove them when each task is completed.
6) Keep extra sets of keys at your information centers.
7) When first scheduling an appointment, request a telephone or electronic reminder.
Keep in mind that these symptoms are temporary and even the most conscientious people become forget and disoriented after suffering a major loss.
So be patient with yourself.
And give it time.
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